I thought everything would be wonderful after I graduated. I mean, it’s not all bad, but it’s not all good either. It’s like, I waited so long for this, now it’s here, and I’m already wishing it was August so I could go to CO. If I could pack up and leave right this moment, I would. I feel like cutting every tie I have here and just starting over. Right now, I want a different life and I’m impatient.
I’m getting new glasses sometime next week, but I’m so attached to the ones I have now, so as much as I’m excited to get new ones, I also don’t want to.
I just have a difficult time comprehending why you would want to be like someone else. I know I take a lot of pride in who I am. I like being different, doing my own thing, and having my own style. I know that people say copying is a form of flattery, which I can understand to an extent, but just be yourself! I mean, I would be embarrassed if I walked around looking, talking, and acting like someone else. It would feel weird. It would be weird. So why do people do it? Enlighten me please.